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Time: 2:37am
Entry: December 27th, 2009
It’s been 4 years
4 years since he’s been gone
and I find myself at my bedroom window
staring off into space
-missing him
It’s pouring outside
and the clouds are in mourning
for even they, miss his light
-even they
I remember days like this
when we’d stay in all day
watching reruns and movies from redbox
taking turns, drifting off to sleep
in familiar comforts
I miss him
-the simple things
So many of the simple things
escaped us
The arguments
The fights
Just don’t seem that important anymore
I wish we’d known and fully understood
the limits of time
our time
-together
I try not to think about it
-but today
I had no control over the forecast
The clouds are here
and I can’t pretend anymore
-I miss him
